Its 2:19 am and I have just starting this blog. Saw Wake up Sid today and liked it. 2 things common which came across was our college (H.R College) and like Sid I am also lost. At the start I did not wanted to watch the movie as I knew that by the end Sid was going to find his answers whereas I still haven’t. I have seen The Secret and remember a line which said “What do you really want” and at almost 30 I am still lost not knowing what I really want from life.
From someone else’s perspective I don’t have much. But still I am pretty content with the things I have. There is nothing which is driving me to achieve and gain something in life. A recent comment passed by someone is that I am emotional and not practical and it’s because I am not married. Because otherwise I would think practically and probably just think about collecting lots and lots of money to buy a house, have a nice wife and do planning for kids and their expenses etc etc. I have 3 people (mom, dad and sis) who have been with me always but still I am kind of this heartless soul who is not that motivated to go and achieve the world for them. So I don’t see myself doing something for someone who would become in future a part of my life.
The last time I saw myself driven and motivated to achieve something was way back in 10th Std. I was a taken for granted kid in school who use to just manage to pass somehow. Interested in History and Geography and not working on scoring subjects like Maths & Science. But suddenly things changed. It was in trying to impress a girl I decided to study because I knew that she would not settle for anyone but the best. Just when I decided to do it Almighty sent an Angel for me. A teacher who thought me Maths & Science like never before and I started to love what I was doing and it gave me my first taste of success in life. Over a period of years I did achieve a few things in life but that eagerness slowly kept dying.
I am still waiting for something to excite and motivate me in a similar way. Something which will give me happiness along with success. I know by the law of economics everyone cannot be successful. But how many people today are actually successful and happy in life. I want to be in an elite list of people who are successful and happy.
Like my friend Shaveer said to me that we all need an Angel in our life in a similar way like Shahrukh Khan came as an angel for Preity in Kal Ho Na Ho. I am waiting for my Angel to come back to me. I don’t know whether this will be read by someone or not. It’s just my attempt to reach out to my Angel. Because I know that my destiny is close around and this is just my way of extending myself to reach out to it.
So by 2:51 am this lost consultant is ending this post with a smile :)
Oh any guesses why the title is the lost consultant. Well it’s just that my mom and sis say that everyone consults me with their problems for guidance and help and I guide them but I am not able to solve my own queries of life. So I am “The Lost Consultant”.
Take care. Almighty Bless.
From someone else’s perspective I don’t have much. But still I am pretty content with the things I have. There is nothing which is driving me to achieve and gain something in life. A recent comment passed by someone is that I am emotional and not practical and it’s because I am not married. Because otherwise I would think practically and probably just think about collecting lots and lots of money to buy a house, have a nice wife and do planning for kids and their expenses etc etc. I have 3 people (mom, dad and sis) who have been with me always but still I am kind of this heartless soul who is not that motivated to go and achieve the world for them. So I don’t see myself doing something for someone who would become in future a part of my life.
The last time I saw myself driven and motivated to achieve something was way back in 10th Std. I was a taken for granted kid in school who use to just manage to pass somehow. Interested in History and Geography and not working on scoring subjects like Maths & Science. But suddenly things changed. It was in trying to impress a girl I decided to study because I knew that she would not settle for anyone but the best. Just when I decided to do it Almighty sent an Angel for me. A teacher who thought me Maths & Science like never before and I started to love what I was doing and it gave me my first taste of success in life. Over a period of years I did achieve a few things in life but that eagerness slowly kept dying.
I am still waiting for something to excite and motivate me in a similar way. Something which will give me happiness along with success. I know by the law of economics everyone cannot be successful. But how many people today are actually successful and happy in life. I want to be in an elite list of people who are successful and happy.
Like my friend Shaveer said to me that we all need an Angel in our life in a similar way like Shahrukh Khan came as an angel for Preity in Kal Ho Na Ho. I am waiting for my Angel to come back to me. I don’t know whether this will be read by someone or not. It’s just my attempt to reach out to my Angel. Because I know that my destiny is close around and this is just my way of extending myself to reach out to it.
So by 2:51 am this lost consultant is ending this post with a smile :)
Oh any guesses why the title is the lost consultant. Well it’s just that my mom and sis say that everyone consults me with their problems for guidance and help and I guide them but I am not able to solve my own queries of life. So I am “The Lost Consultant”.
Take care. Almighty Bless.
